HELP!

     I feel numb... like everything disapeard around me... I'm all alone now and the dispaire is eating my soul bit by bit... please... someone... save me from the darkness... anyone... god doesn't exist and the devil doesn't care about my soul anymore... I have nothing to give him so he deserterd me...
     I'm trying to keep myself alive but I have nothing to hold on to...

     Now I feel like something is trying to get out from deep inside me, were it was buried...
     Help!